How does one rant?

Work went well, made a lot of progress. Vocal lessons went well, the 1 hour of practice this week actually helped. But then I played some league, and I lost 5 games in a row. Unfortunately, only one of them was my fault. I'm so frustrated. Even forgot to do box jumps.I really want to rant, but I can't really put words to how I'm feeling or whatever I'm thinking. I just feel a general mix of anger and disappointment. I should probably just stop playing when I start being angry at my teammates.Sometimes I wish I could clone myself. Work would be so much easier, games would be easier, volleyball probably not so much. I only enjoy things I'm good at, but there are also times I wish everyone else was much better than me. I would be able to convince myself to depend on others, and everyone could help me get better at the things I attempt.Really tired, and I'm gonna go to the gym after work to make up for missing today. Gonna sleep now and try to stop being angry.